"For this
one I made the stand and the frame and built the
whole thing up before I started painting.
We went to Jerusalem before this one, because
that was when Sabra and Mike took us to see this
monk who lived all alone, the last monk - and I
don't know what kind of monk he was. He
was some sort of monk. We went on our way
to Jericho, and it was in the desert - very,
very white desert. There were half-buried
jeeps and tanks from the war and stuff, left
over. We walked up to the place and it was
all walled in with flowers and vines and things
around the walls. There was a bell-pull
and Mike pulled the bell, but there was no
answer, there was just the sound of bees buzzing
around the flowers. He called and called, but
there was no answer, just a rooster
crowing. And we thought, oh the poor man,
maybe he has died all by himself there.
Then we started walking around the monastery,
just to see... We kind of got separated and I
was kind of alone. I went into this door I
found open and there was a sort of a courtyard
with some goat skins and some goat bones, as if
somebody had eaten a goat. And then I
walked up - they had ladders, because things
were all falling to pieces, and there was a
corridor where they had cells, the monk
cells. I just stopped and I looked at
one. I looked out one of the windows and I
saw the brilliant desert with light
coming in, and I had the feeling of a presence
of somebody who'd been there and had left.
And so that's the beginning of it, that's the
source of Light that comes, and it's one of the
panels.
"The first panel is the
very primitive one which I got a lot from Celtic
and Druid stuff - a lot of hidden fears
underneath, a lot of things underground that had
to do with control, and the Light's behind
them. Then I sort of go through the early
Egyptian, Jewish - I mix things up. I have
an Ark of the Covenant on a Ethiopian temple - a
rocky Ethiopian temple - but sort of to give the
idea of a Light coming through. And
through the Indian, and through the Buddhist,
the different paths. And the Christian,
and then it comes to the intellectual, in which
the Light's still there, but there's an awful
lot of ladders to go up and down."